The Fifth Goodbye

18 th November 2009
7.00 pm
Jetstar Airbus
Waiting for the plane taking off
Looking through the window
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This is my fifth time of seating on the Jetstar plane at Sunshine Coast airport, and ready to fly back to Sydney.
My feeling is complex.I can't wait to return to the reality, but I also cry in my heart for missing the special and great love I've ever met.

I did not wash my hair before I leave. This is not usual. Accidently, I bring the smell of his everything back to Sydney.
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Many people think the moment of leaving at airport is one of the sadest time in the life. I feel, however, it is a beautiful and valuable moment because you can learn about yourself and discover the feelings hidden at the cornor of the deeptest place in your heart.

This time, my mind is inspired and my heart is touched again by the moment of farewell.

Coming back

After launching my first Chinese language blog in 2006, I had a great fun by sharing thoughts and opinions, feelings and emotions, photos and music, and so on. Somehow, I finished this in the middle of 2008. The reason is simply that I could not stand the stress from studying and living in a foreign country in the English language.

Nevertheless, I never forget the spiritual and psychological happiness from writing and blogging. I started to ask myself why can't I set up an English language blog and I can write and meanwhile it will be helpful to my life and work in the English-speaking society.

Today, I can't wait to fill up the emptiness of not recording my life in words. I made the decision to create a new blog, which will be written in English. I knew I found the lost me.

This blog is named, Camellia and Tea.